Its true! iam talentless.

RAINCHILD --- As she wrote this, She’s totally confused-sad-afraid and lost…She has been avoiding many things since a long time, because she was afraid. Fear kept her from moving, even if it was often in pain. And now, life is kind of pushing her to do what she had been trying to avoid since a long time - taking a break of her actual relationship - because it means lots of changes for her. And yes, like everyone, She’s deadly afraid of change.

These will be big changes for her, and a big part of me is scared to death thinking about what she’s about to do. While a tiny little part is exited about the idea of the new that will come into her life (but this part is so tiny compared to the part that is afraid...). But as every human who embraces and loves things knows love stories can be really painful... so the part of her which could be exited with this wind of changes is dying under her fear and sadness. Is this complicated??

I think “This is real life, with all the joy and happy moments, and all the things we would like to avoid but just cant. It is hard to let oneself be sad and under panic, when a part of us thinks that it is not ok... I myself have to fight hard to keep telling myself that it is ok to be sad and to stop trying to avoid my fear and sadness...


life's thus.